ilang oras na lang...2010

Ilang oras na lang bagong taon na....Muli haharap na naman tayo sa bagong pagsubok ng buhay. Sa isang taon na nakalipas maraming magaganda ngunit mas maraming pagsubok ang aking hinarap sa taong 2009, pero masasabi ko na ang mga pagsubok na ito ang nakatulong upang tumatag at tumayo ako sa sarili kong paa, at ang di umasa sa iba. Natural sa aking sistema ang pagiging dependent ngunit sa pagkakataon na ito masasabi kong kaya kong harapin anu mang pagsubok ang dumating.

Sa taong 2009 marami din akong nadiscover sa sarili ko...tulad na lang ang pagpasok sa mundo ng blog, salamat kay bes dahil sya ang nag insist na pasukin ko 'to.

Maraming Salamat sa mga kaibigan na nandyan lagi at handang makinig sa akin. Si BF na hindi ako iniwan lalo't higit sa down moments ko....Sa mga bagong kaibigan si mah frend at si bes na kahit na ngayon ko lang sila nakilala at nakasama alam kong totoo lahat at walang halung kaplastikan ang pakikisama nila sa akin. Si sweetie pie wanna na naniniwala sa akin kahit pa may iba syang naririnig..wanna salamar sa tiwala.Wala man akong masyadong napatunayan sa ýo still yung trust na binigay mo sa akin masyado kong naapreciate.

Salamat at kahit papano nalampasan ko ang lahat ng pagsubok na mag-isa na walang lavz na inaasahan. Napatunayan ko na kahit papano kaya kong mag isa...Mabuhay mag-isa asikasuhin ang mga pangangailangan ng aking anak mag isa, mag drive harapin ang mga malalaking trak sa hiway at marami bang iba na akala ko di ko kaya...

Sa pagpasok ng panibagong taon nawa'y maging smooth although malabong mangyari dahil kahit saang daan dito sa pilipinas laging may lubak...pero tulad ng pagdadrive mag minor na lang muna pag may lubak para di kumaldag ng husto at masira ang shock ng sasakyan.Ngunit siguro ang laging sagot sa problema magdasal at hayaan nating ang diyos ang gumalaw para sa atin...

Para sa lahat Happy New Year....God Bless to each and everyone of us...

me and sweetie wanna

mah frend, me and BF

Bes, mah frend and me

2010 Prediction: THE HORSE

What does the Chinese zodiac calendar holds for the horse in 2010? The Chinese astrology uses zodiac signs and yearly calendar to foresee the predictions about love, health and wealth for all the 12 animals sign in the Chinese zodiac. The horse will have a superb year in 2010. So, is your Chinese animal sign a horse? How to check your Chinese horoscope? How do you determine your Chinese animal zodiac?

Are you born in 1966? Is your birth year in 1918 or 2002? What about 1930, 1942, 1954, 1978 and 1990? Well, if you are born in any of years stated here, then you would be a horse in the Chinese calendar. Under the Chinese astrology, years are denoted according to the twelve animals which are made up of the rat, ox, tiger, rabbit, dragon, snake, horse, goat, monkey, rooster, dog and pig and your 2010 horoscope predictions will be based on these Chinese zodiac signs under the Chinese astrology system. Horse is forecast to have an excellent year in 2010 tiger year due to the existence of three lucky stars in its Life Palace. To understand the Chinese astrology, we must understand the Zi Wei Dou Shu which is based on the Chinese lunar calendar that divides a chart into twelve palaces in which each palace represent at least one feature of your life. Life Palace is regarded as the most important palace that showcases the character of a person and even foretells one person’s destiny. The 2010 feng shui forecasts for horse in tiger year denote plenty of things to cheer about in this Chinese zodiac animal. There may be a few minor hiccups along the way which will be related to your health and physical health but you will receive plenty of help in the 2010 metal tiger year. Horse under the predictions of the 2010 Chinese horoscope will do better than many of the other animals sign in the Chinese astrological structure. Small problems faced by the horse can be easily dealt with in 2010.

The Three Combination Star is a lucky star for the horse which is also known as the Heavenly Nobleman Star which is good for human relations. Chinese astrology is always used to predict love, wealth, career, health and relationships factor for every different animal zodiac. Horse will find that its interactions with people will go smoothly in the metal 2010 tiger year both in the professional and personal sense. Relationships with your friends will be on the positive side. The General Star indicates that the 2010 tiger year for horse will see this animal receiving plenty of needed help. Noble People will be there to provide the necessary assistance to pull you out from any difficulty coming your way. Do not be shy to ask for help. Is there any other good luck charm for horses in 2010? Are there any lucky stars 2010 predictions in tiger year for horse? Fortunes are to be made for horses in 2010. More money means more income. More riches mean higher standing in society. The Obstruction Killing Star means more success for the horse. Horse will gain a higher reputation, respect and power. How is horse and wealth related in the tiger year? Money seems to be going the horse’s way in 2010 due the existence of the Golden Lock Star. Financial gain will be close by and you must not miss this golden opportunity. There will be more chances for new wealth in tiger year 2010 for horse.

The White Tiger Star is an inauspicious star for this zodiac Chinese animal sign in 2010. There are chances of accidents and injuries. The horse will have to be careful and proceed for care as there is a likelihood of bodily harm in 2010. What are the other negative stars in 2010? The Flying Chaste Star will worsen the horse’s susceptibility to injuries. You must stay clear of dangerous sports such as motor racing, mountain diving, parachuting, deep sea diving and bungee jumping in the tiger metal year. Horse will also suffer from chaotic emotions and confusion due to the Five Ghost Star. Minor and annoying disturbances may plague the horse in 2010 but this is not something major to worry about. The 2010 feng shui forecasts for tiger year indicate a rich year for the horse. Tiger year 2010 will be kind to the horses in all aspects.

Chinese Zodiac: THE HORSE

THE HORSE

Horses are very appealing people. They are warm and friendly and dearly love social atherings with plenty of people. They are perceptive and enjoy talking. They have a high spirited nature and are changeable. This makes them hot-tempered, rash, and headstrong. They are always falling in and out of love. Quick to warm to someone, they are just as quick to lose interest. Here today and gone tomorrow-these are the Horses. Then when you decide not to see them again, here they come ready to pick up where they left off!

Horses are adventurers at heart, but they do have sharp minds and good abilities for managing money. They are self-reliant and energetic. They love exercise, both mental and physical. Their movements are rapid, yet graceful; their speech is quick, yet elegant. Horses want things their way and they will become aggressive when all else fails. They value their freedom above all else. They are not possessive or jealous of others. Being moody creatures, Horses depend on the feel of things. They possess the ability to improvise while events are in motion and can handle several things at once. Horses find it difficult to unwind. They keep strange hours and suffer from insomnia. When they stop, it is usually from exhaustion. It is hard for them to follow a schedule for they have no respect for routine.They need to keep busy but do best when given a free hand.

Horses are full of new ideas to solve tricky problems. When they have an idea, they want to get right to it. They work around the clock until they finish. Horses want you to come to the point quickly since they don't have time to spare. They will not care if you are blunt, just don't waste their time.

Horses must be allowed to show their emotions. They are hot-blooded, hot-tempered, and impatient,and they will gladly demonstrate. In love, Horses are quite vulnerable. They give up everything for the object of their affections. This causes them trouble since they are such impulsive creatures! They must learn to use caution. If one has a Horse in their house, you can bet the Horse receives most of the attention. Horses like being the hub and have everything revolving about them. In return, they work hard and share with everyone.

Horses don't mind starting over. They maintain their determination and enjoy new successes. They belong in careers where they are surrounded by people. They sway crowds and love being flattered. The willful Horses get into countless predicaments but they bail themselves out. They enjoy fighting their own battles. Colorful and lively, they make many friends. If they could be in several places at once,they would be delighted! Their spirit is restless and searching. Creativity is part of their being.They are talented writers and performers.

Spending Christmas with my Siblings

Soliman Clan

kuya elcid, ate joy, che-che, mama, ate jeanet, ate cathy,

rain-rain, kuya bhong, kuya gilbert, audwin

Wala nang sasaya pa sa pag ce-celebrate ng Christmas Season with your family...Dalawang magkasunod na Pasko na din kaming nag Christmas Eve kasama ang mga kapatid ko sa Cavite...Bihira kasing mangyari 'to or let's say ngayon lang nangyari 'to after 8 years ng pagkakaron ko ng sariling pamilya...dalawang pasko na din, na di nakakasama ang aking mahal na asawa kaya't sinamantala ko na din ang pagkakataon na makasama ang aking mga ate at kuya sa pagce-celebrate ng pasko (hehe..) lalo ngayon kumpleto kami dahil kaka uwi lang ng ate ko from dubai...

Mama, Ate Jeanet, Ate Cathy, che-che

(from Oldest to youngest hehe)

On our way to Tagaytay

Hindi ganun kalaki ang budget namin, kung tutuusin nga eh masyado lang naming pinagod ang sarili namin kasi kumain lang naman kami sa tagaytay tapos konting picture taking then uwi na.Pwede naman kaming kumain sa yellow cab sa may SM Molino na pinaka malapit na SM sa kanila...Kapos na din naman kami sa oras dahil 2pm na nung makapag desisyon kaming mag tagaytay...Pero makikita mo na sa bawat letrato namin ang saya ng bawat isa. Di alintana ang pagod at puyat siguro nga dahil na rin sa sobrang sabik na magkasama-sama...Iba talaga ang pasko kasama ang buong mong pamilya iba ang pakiramdam...

che-che, ate cathy, ate jeanet

(ang tatlong maria)

Soliman's

Erika and me

(panira sa solo moment ko haha..)

hayst e2 pa solo dapat kaso may mga sumusingit hehehe...

Nung pagkakataon na yun napansin ko din na yung mga napakakukulit kong puro lalaki na pamangkin ay mga binata at dalaga na pala...ang lalaki na nila...na yung mga chikiting patrol na sobrang nakakapagpa hi-blood sa akin nung dalaga ako eh may kanya kanya ng ligaw...hayst ang bilis ng panahon...tumatanda na din ako...

Ate joy and Kuya Bhong

Sweet moment namin ni rain-rain

Gianne Caren at ate Cathy

Erika at ate Jeanet

papahuli ba kami ni mama

gianne, tita che and erika

(malalaki pa sila sa akin)

Sobrang bilis talaga ng panahon na di mo napapansin ang lahat ng bagay at pagkakataon. Gaya na lang nitong mga pamangkin ko na sobrang lalaki na ngayon samantalang dati hayst naku maloloka ka sa sobrang kakulitan nila....

Ang pagdiriwang ng pasko kasama ng buong pamilya ay di matutumbasan ng kahit na ano..at kahit magkano...iba yung saya na mararamdaman mo kasama sila..di man ganun kaenggrande ang celebration yung meron lang konting mapagsaluhan ay sapat na basta sama-sama...Di ko maikukumpara ang pasko ko ngayon sa kahit na anung bagay. Di ko man kasama si bart masaya pa din dahil kasama ko ang mga kapatid ko at ang aking ina na nagcelebrate ng christmas...

Maraming Salamat at kahit papano ay nagkaron kami ng bonding moments kahit sandali lang...

Merry Christmas to All!!!!

at ang mga pamatay ko na style hehe

New Years Resolution

Karaniwan sa ating mga pinoy ang gumagawa ng New Years Resolution tuwing dumadating ang Bagong Taon... Ano nga ba 'tong New Years Resolution na 'to? Ano ba ang gamit nito sa ating buhay?

Ayon kay wikipedia: A New Year's resolution is a commitment that an individual makes to a project or the reforming of a habit, often a lifestyle change that is generally interpreted as advantageous. The name comes from the fact that these commitments normally go into effect on New Year's Day and remain until fulfilled or abandoned.

Mababaw lang tayong gumawa ng new years resolution at kalimitan ay patungkol sa ating sarili halimbawa na ang pagpapapayat based on my own experience ilan taon ko ding sinabi sarili ko na magpapapayat na ako or magbabawas ng timbang tuwing magpapalit ang taon pero hindi din natutupad ang sarap kayang kumain lalo't ganitong panahonon magkakasama ang pamilya kaya ayun bigo ako lagi sa New Years Resolution ko yung iba lalo't sa mga kalalakihan lagi nilang sinasabi na di na sila maninigarilyo at babawasan na din ang pag inom kaya lang isa lang ang lagi kong nadidinig "LAST NA 'TO" ilang last na stick na sigarilyo kanilang hihititin at last ng bote ng beer ang iinumin bago sila tumigil sa kanilang mga bisyo?...Eh ang sarap pa namang uminom pag ganitong panahon...Sa mg estudyante...di na maglalakwatsa...mag aaral ng mabuti...kaya lang masarap mag malling masarap mag cutting classes...

Sadyang napakahirap baguhin ang isang bagay na nakasanayan na, nakaugalian na...Pano mo nga naman babaguhin ang ikot ng mundo eh naka program na 'yon. Pwede mo bang baguhin ang ruta ng sasakyan?! Baguhin ang ikot ng relo?! Gawing summer ang winter ng mga bansang malalamig. Di bat mahirap baguhin ang mga bagay na'to kasi na naka program na naka set na...Ngunit bakit natin itutulad ang ating mga sarili sa mga bagay na ito eh may sarili tayong pag iisip at nilalang tayo ng diyos para pamunuan ang lahat ng bagay na nakapaligid sa atin..Bilang tao ang mga bagay at paguugali na nakasanayan na ay mahirap ng bagunin pero maaari kung talagang gugustuhin it takes a lot of preparation at ilang beses na pagiisip nga lang, pero kaya basta gusto..Wag nating hayaang mangyari na ang new years resolution na ginagawa natin ay taon taon din nating di matupad...imbis na another set of New Years Resolution, ang nangyayari same set of New Years Resolution for the coming year...

Siguro ang pinakamaganda wag na nating intayin pa ang bagong taon para lang magbagong buhay kundi pilitin natin na baguhin ito ayun sa kagustuhan natin kasi mas madaling baguhin ang isang bagay kung gusto sabi nga basta gusto may paraan pag ayaw madaming dahilan...

Sa darating na 2010 pilitin nating baguhin ang mga bagay na gusto nating alisin sa ating mga sarili di man natin maperfect ang new years resolution na ginawa natin atleast yung mga ibang bagay para sa ating sarili ay mabago sa darating na bagong taon...

Happy New year to all!!!!

Lucky to have my Man

Napakahirap talagang gumawa ng blog para sa isang taong mahalaga sa ýo. Kung ano ang isusulat ko dito hanggang ngayon di ko pa din alam kung pano sisimulan.Kung gano ko kamahal at kung bakit ko minahal ay sobrang hirap i-express para sa kin. Kung minsan mapapaisip ako bakit ko nga ba sya minahal .....I can't find an exact word to describe why do i love him. Basta ang alam ko mahal ko sya di ko sya kayang mawala sa buhay ko. So cheezy but true. Sa sobrang dami ng pinag daanan namin, sobrang daming trials na nakapagpatatag sa aming dalawa. Na kahit pa magkalayo kami alam kong walang makapaghihiwalay sa amin.

Sobrang swerte ko at dumating sya sa buhay ko...Na alam kong kahit na ano kaya nyang gawin para aming mag-ina....Napakarami kong pagkukulang sa tao na 'to pero kahit kelan di naging big deal.Kahit kelan di nya ako pinaghanapan. Kung meron mang isang tao na masasabi kong bestfriend ko, sya yun. Maaasahan ko sa lahat ng pagkakataon, sa lahat ng oras, sabi nga ng isang kaibigan ang sarap ng feeling pag natagpuan mo na ang tao na bubuo ng buhay mo "MASAYA".Sya lang ang taong nakakapagpakalma sa 'kin, ang taong nakakapagpasunod sa matigas kong ulo, ang taong nakapagpapasunod sa makulit kong isip, ang taong pagnakita ko at tinitigan ako tumitiklop ako.hahaha...

Ang halaga ng isang tao ay makikita mo lang pag nalayo na sya sa ýo. Ramdam na ramdam mo ang pag iisa. Pero kahit pa malayo para pa rin syang laging nasa tabi ko dahil kahit kelan di nya pinadama na magkalayo kami. Lagi pa rin syang nandyan para supostahan ako...There are times that I almost give up sa mga problema, sa trabaho, sa lahat.... sya lang ang kaisa isang tao na nakakapagpakalma sa akin.Na nagbibigay sa akin ng lakas ng loob na harapin ang lahat ng bagay Mag-isa. Sya yung taong laging nandyan para patatagin ang isang Chiharo.Sya yung taong laging handang itayo ako.... God I miss him so much.

Sa ngayon isa lang ang nasa isip ko ang magkasama-sama kaming tatlo at sama-samang buuin ang matagal na naming mga pangarap sa buhay.

Close Insomnia

Remixing a song is quite hard because the beat of the 1st song should fit the beat of the 2nd song. But in this case closer and insomnia fits together, such a nice remix. And I love it because both are my favourite song.

closer and Insomnia together

Princess Hours

Isa ito sa mga Teleserye ng kapamilya na sobra kong inabangan. Gabi-gabi akong napupuyat masundan ko lang ang next Chapter na halos pumikit na ang mga mata ko sa panonood pero pilit ko pa ding pinaglalabanan ang antok dahil ayokong may mamissed ako na scene. At dahil sa kaadikan ko sa teleserye na 'to bumili pa ako ng DVD para lang mapanood ko sya ng deretso. Syempre ang salita nila dito eh Korean Language so kailangan ko pang magbasa ng translation para lang maintindihan ko ang storya. 24 chapters ang total nitong teleserye na 'to and 1 hour per chapter so total of 24 hours na tinapos ko for 2 days....Di ko din maintindihan kung bakit ako sobrang naadik dito sa Princess Hours siguro lang dahil na din sa magandang chemistry ni Janelle at Gian sa story. Kinikilig din ako sa bawat scene nilang dalawa..Ay naku I really love this at feeling ko kaya ko syang ulit ulitin ng panood ng hindi ako magsasawa.




Set in an alternate 21st-century reality where Korea possesses a royal family, this show revolves around the lives of the Crown Prince (Wangsaeja) Lee Shin, and his new bride, Chae-kyeong. The depicted royal family in the show is modelled after the last royal family of Korea, which in reality reigned until the start of the Japanese Occupation in 1911 and was not reinstated after Japanese surrender in WW2. The series starts off with the news that the King, Shin's father, is very ill. With the grim outlook on the King's health, the royal family scrambles to find a wife for Shin, so as to allow him to take over the royal throne if the situation requires. Despite being in love with another girl, the ambitious and talented ballerina Hyo-rin whom Shin initially proposed to (she rejects him to pursue her ballet dreams), Shin eventually marries a commoner to whom he was betrothed by his late grandfather in an old agreement with the girl's grandfather. Shin marries the headstrong yet lovable Chae-kyeong after Hyo-rin's rejection. Despite initially feeling nothing for Chae-kyeong, love eventually blossoms between the couple. In the meantime, however, matters are further complicated with the return of Lee Yul and his mother Lady Hwa-Young, who was once the Crown Princess (Bingoong) before the death of her husband, the late Crown Prince, older brother of the current King. Yul and his mother were chased out of the palace some time after the death of his father, and it is later revealed that this was due to the King's discovery of an affair between Yul's mother and the current King who was his father's younger brother. Yul's mother had returned with a sinister motive in mind; to restore her son back to the throne, which would have been his eventually, if his father had not died. A series of events befall the palace with the schemes Yul's mother carries out, and is further intensified by the various scandals involving the royal family, which are inclusive of the Shin's continuing relationship with his old flame Hyo-rin, and the budding love Yul develops for Chae-kyeong, his cousin's new-found bride. Shin and Chae-kyeong get married once more in a Catholic church in Macau (since they haven't married for love yet), and it is strongly implied that Chae-kyeong is pregnant at the end of the series since she supposedly threw up.

Quick Screen Capture

One of my friend intoduce to me this application (Quick Screen Capture). I got interested because of it's features. It's like paint in windows application a usual photo editing but the difference is that you can capture photos in your screen. Quick Screen Capture is such a powerful screen capture and image editing utility. It allows you to take screenshots from any part of your screen in more than 10 ways, and save images in BMP/JPG/GIF formats. Supports hotkey, auto-saving, clipboard. You can edit the screenshot by drawing shapes, arrows, text, filling color, cropping, resizing and so on. It is easy to use and user friendly!

!Quick Screen Capture can capture any part of your screen in 10 ways. They are:
Capture Full Screen
Capture Active Window
Capture Active Window Client Area
Capture Button, Control, Object
Capture Region- Rectangle Area- Square Area- Ellipse Area- Circle Area- Polygon Area
Capture DirectX Screen

How to start a capture - using hotkey
At any time, even when the main window is not active or visible, you can press the hotkey to start a capture. The program's default hotkey is "F11". But the system hotkey may be used by other program, and you will see a "Register hotkey error" popup. Then you can set up your own hotkey which hasn't been used.
To set your own hotkey, firstly open the "Configure" dialog (Setting-> Configure...); Then set focus to the hotkey edit box (this means to click on the edit box and show the cursor in it); And press down the keys you want to set as hotkey. Click "OK" button to enable the setting. If you still see a "Register hotkey error" popup, you can set it again until the popup doesn't appear.

my desktop

mom & rain at chat room

my cafe @ cafe world

while chatting with my friend who thought me of these application

Facebook

Bart's Cafe @ cafe world

while chatting with my hubby

Facebook Addict Disorder

MANILA - Facebook users beware. Psychologists are now probing a new kind of addiction called Facebook Addiction Disorder (FAD).
Psychologist Dr. Michael Fenichel, who has published numerous writings on FAD online, describes it as a situation in which Facebook usage "overtakes" daily activities like waking up, getting dressed, using the telephone, or checking e-mail.
"The amazing thing is that, like cellphones, nobody seems to notice the vast amount of time and energy - at work, at home, and now while on the move - people are devoting to Facebook. It has become a given," Fenichel writes in an online post titled "Facebook Addiction Disorder- A New Challenge?"
FAD could be classified under the more broad "internet addiction disorder" or internet overuse.
Academic papers have already posed theories on internet addiction and social networking addiction, and even less, cellphone addiction.
"Like most activities, moderation and integration are key. Those that may seriously label and treat FAD as a behavioral addiction will clearly need to use context in determining if a behavior has become demonstrably harmful to overall social, work, or face-to-face interpersonal efficacy," Fenichel added.
You are a Facebook addict if...
According to Joanna Lipari, a clinical psychologist at the University of California, Los Angeles who was interviewed for a CNN report, here are some signs that you are addicted to Facebook:
1. You lose sleep over Facebook. When using Facebook becomes a compulsion and you spend entire nights logged on to the site, causing you to become tired the next day.
2. You spend more than an hour a day on Facebook. Lipari said it is difficult to define how much is too much when it comes to Facebook usage, but that an average person need only spend half an hour on the site.
3. You become obsessed with old loves or exes you reconnect with on Facebook.
4. You ignore work in favor of Facebook. This means you do not do your job in order to sneak time on Facebook.
5. The thought of getting off Facebook leaves you in cold sweat. If you try going a day without Facebook and it causes you stress and anxiety, this means you need help.
According to the same report by Elizabeth Cohen, Senior CNN Medical Correspondent, Facebook addiction is not yet an actual medical diagnosis.
However, the report notes that several therapists in the United States have noticed a rise in the number of clients who get hooked on social networking, to the point of social dysfunction.
Facebook fun
Facebook, launched by the world's youngest billionaire Mark Zuckerberg, has over 300 million users worldwide, half of whom log on to the site every day.
Further, about 2 billion photos and 14 million videos are uploaded on various Facebook pages a month and about 6 billion minutes are spent on Facebook a day, worldwide.
According to Willis Wee, founder of the social media and marketing blog Penn-Olson.com, this is twice as much time that people spend on Google.
The global social networking website allows users to post and share content (like photos, links, videos, and notes), play casual games and applications, and interact with friends and family through messaging and chat. abs-cbnNEWS.com. With reports from CNN.com.

Rules of Attraction

Rules of Attraction:

1. Proximity - Kung sinong mas malapit dun ka posibleng mainlove, eg. classmate, friend.

2. Similarity - When you share common interests mas marami kayong pwedeng pag - usapan.

3. Physical Attraction - Syempre dun sa maganda/ gwapo ka maattract!

4. Reciprocity - more likely than not, dun ka magkakagusto sa taong alam mo nang in love sa ýo to avoid rejection.

Letting go

Ang hirap i-express ng nararamdaman ko ngayon. Blanko ang isip ko pero para bang napakabigat ng puso ko. Naka ilang bura na din ako dito sa sinusulat ko na ito dahil walang lumalabas na salita kung ano ba talaga ang tunay kong nararamdaman. Sa ngayon gulong-gulo ang isip ko di ko din alam kung pano susulusyonan ang mga bagay-bagay. This past few days napakaraming problema na dumating sa akin na di karaniwan sa mga nangyari sa akin noon.

Minsan akala natin kaya na nating solusyonan lahat kasi sa dami ba naman ng pinagdaanan ko sa buhay feeling ko na lahat kaya ko na.Pero bakit pag dating na sa may mawawala at kailangan nyong maghiway napakahirap.

Kung bakit ba naman kasi kailangan pang may nawawala, bakit kailangan may nagpapaalam, bakit minsan kung sino pa yung tao na nasa puso mo unti-unting nawawala isa-isa.

Bakit minsan kailangang mag isa.

I will miss you both and promise to be there for you hanggat kaya ko.

I will always be your "ATE CHI"

Photoshop

Photoshop by: Sherwin Calalang

Bestfriend

Sometimes falling in love with someone is not a vice versa feeling. May mga pagkakataon na nagbibigay tayo ng pagmamahal sa isang tao pero in reality kahit kelan hindi magiging kayo. Dahil isang tao lang ang nagmamahal, dahil ang kaya nya lang ibigay sa 'yo is just friendship. Masakit kaya lang talagang ganun. Maybe you're not meant to be. Maybe mas bagay lang talaga kayo bilang magkaibigan lang. Siguro lang din minsan pinahihirapan lang natin ang sarili natin dahil ang totoo namimis interpret lang natin ang feelings natin sa isang tao...Actually I had a friend in college na talagang bestfriends ang turingan nila. Sabihan ng problema, kabiguan sa buhay, etc..etc..Kaya lang dumating sila sa point na ewan ko ba. Friends lang ba talaga. Siguro nga kasi di naman naging sila. Misinterpretation lang ng feelings kasi masyado na silang naging close pero that's it. Friendship lang talaga.

"Don't nurture the feelings" yun ang sabi ng iba. Cause if you continously nurture it patuloy at patuloy mo lang na sasaktan at papahirapan ang sarili mo. How can you love someone or give yourself to someone if he is not willing to give a special love for you in return? You continously hurting yourself. Don't waste your emotion to someone who is not willing to love you.

Together

After Ne-yo's "Miss Independent" here comes "Together" this is one of Ne-yo's great song. The Beat was so cool and I really love the message.Can't help but falling in love with this song.


Together by: Neyo

Ohhh .... Ohhh ...
Yeah Yeah Ohhh .... Yeahh

Since the day that we met girl
I aint never had anyone make me feel this way
And my heart is sure it wants to be with you
Wanna give you the whole world oh
If you make the promise to me, You're gonna stay
Without you guiding me, I'm lost and so confused

What will it take to show you I'll be by your side
Girl I got you and I want to give you what you never had
Girl everyday I hope to make you part of my life
Cause you know me and I know you girl your love is where it's at

ohhh...

I'm gonna be the love that's gonna last
And be the one that got your back
Ain't nothing ever that bad that we won't be together
And though we both made our mistakes
And some we never wish we made
But we'll be okay if we just stay together

Oooh..

I know he left you stranded
And you paid the price when you messed up your life oh
girl I know you're so afraid
But I can't right the wrongs he did
I know you saw the lipstick on my window
And wonder'n how many chick's been to my home
I've done my share of playing games
But for you I given up that life

What will it take to show you I'll be by your side
Girl I got you and I want to give you what you never had
Girl everyday I hope to make you a part of my life
Cause you know me and I know you
Girl your love is where it's at

ohhh...

I'm gonna be the love that's gonna last
And be the one that got your back
Ain't nothing ever that bad that we won't be together
And though we both made our mistakes
And some we never wish we made
But we'll be okay if we just stay together

Baby you're the one I've waited for
Because you gave me what I need and more
Girl Its clear that we are meant to be
Together, We should be together ....
Eternally

Ohhh...

Girl I'm gonna be
I'm gonna be the love that's gonna last
And be the one that got your back (The one that got your back)
Ain't nothing ever that bad that we won't be together
And though we both made our mistakes
And some we never wish we made (never wish we made)
But we'll be okay if we just stay together(just stay with me)

(Everything Gonna Be Alright)
I'm gonna be the love that's gonna last
And be the one that got your back
Ain't nothing ever that bad that we won't be together
And though we both made our mistakes
And some we never wish we made
But we'll be okay if we just stay together

Caleruega with typhoon Ondoy

One month ago I got a memo that we will be having a retreat/ seminar "Pathway to Interdependence" at Caleruega, Nasugbu , Batangas Sept. 25 - 26. I was thinking then kung sasama nga ako or not. But my subordinates and my friends told me to go. There is nothing to lose naman daw and pwedeng makagain din ako..So I decided to go..One day before the retreat I should be preparing my things kaya lang sobrang tinatamad akong sumama.Instead of packing my things, I'm thinking of the best reason to back out.Kaya lang ganun din kasi isasama din nila ako sa 2nd batch.Eh better on the 1st batch kasi atleast medyo mas ok ang kasama ko sa 1st batch.Nakakatawa pa we had our meting at board room 11 am.Ang nakakatuwa nakalimutan ko.sinundo pa ako ni tita Myna sa canteen just to attend the meeting.Kakahiya tuloy

Our assembly time was 5am but ang unfortunately Rain slept at 12am. Di ko maayus yung things ko kasi makikita ni Rain, baka lalong hindi matulog so I woke up at 3:30am cause I still need to fix my things.So 3 1/2 hrs lang ang tulog ko.I packed all the stuff and take a bath so nagmadali ako to meet the assembly time.Medyo late because nakarating ako sa pascual at 5:10am.May mga na late din so nakaalis kami at 5:50am. Masaya din on the way to Batangas.Di din ako nakatulog kasi nagkwentuhan kami ni Naneth the whole trip.Nag stop over kami sa shell sa may SLEX to ate our breakfast. So para maiba naman nag breakfast kami sa jolibee hahaha the usual longganiza ang friedrice plus hot choco.After the breakfast takbo na ulit to batangas.When we get there (Caleruega), napaka ganda ng place very peaceful, relaxing, napakaganda talaga.We had fun taking pictures over and over and over....After we ate our lunch at 1:30 nagsimula na yung retreat namin. Very interesting and I gained a lot on it. I gained friends and I gained knowledge

During our retreat ma ulan na.nag co cover na lang kami ng jacket kasi ala kaming payong.Nung madaling araw maybe at 2am lumakas pa syang lalo as if wala na talagang paghinto hanggang umaga, hanggang habang nag retreat kami on our 2nd day.Maririrnig mo yung sipol ng hangin hampas ng hangin at ulan na napakalakas.Di din naman namin expected na grabe ang magiging resulta ng Bagyong Ondoy na ito.Kaya't nagbaka sakali pa din kami na umuwi ng bulacan 2pm when we left the place. Sobrang lakas na ng ulan noon to think na nasa upper place pa kami kasi ang Caleruega eh bundok.Habang daan sobrang natatakot ako kasi ang taas namin tapos sobrang lakas ng hangin pupwedeng matangay kami ng napakalakas na hangin shoot kami agad sa bangin, so they desided na yung 2 van na dala dala namin eh wag ng mag iwanan.At 5pm we were at Alabang dun na nagstart ang napakatagal na adventure namin.Ilang oras din kaming nastranded sa kahabaan ng Alabang, Paranaque hanggang sa makarating kami sa taguig at 11 pm dun kami nag dinner at dapan dun na din sana kami magpapalipas ng gabi we left the place at 12:30am dapat sana pupunta kami sa head office ng pascual sa may edsa kaya lang madami din kasi sa aming kasamahan ang sobrang nasalanta ng bagyo tulad ni sir joel na nalubog ang bahay sa baha at tanging bubong na lang ang nakita, si sir bong na nalubog din sa baha ang kanyang sasakyan at tanging bubong na lang din ang kita at si mam bessie na hanggang leeg ang baha sa kanila 2 sasakyan nya ang nalubog sa baha maging ang kanyang mga kasangkapan.Kayat nagdeside na makipagsapalaran na papuntang bulacan.pagmulat ng aking mata nasa balintawak na kami sabi sa toll gate hanggang marilao lang daw ang mga sasakyan sinuuong namin iyon at nakarating kami ng marilao at 3:00am from 3:00am nahintay na kami kung kelan pwede nang daanan ang lugar we left the place at 6:00am until we reached tabang exit at 8:00am.Pagdating namin ng tuktukan at around 8:30am we noticed that most of the vehicles stop and lahat din ay umiikot pabalik so namroblema na naman ako pano ako makakauwi sa bahay kasi yung tubig sa south super market ay hanggang sa bewang and sa bayan daw ng balagtas hanggang dibdib.hay naku sobra-sobra na 'tong adventure na nangyari sa akin.Nkauwi ako sa bahay at 10:00am I walked from tuktukan to our house na ang baha eh hanggang bewang without noticing yung dumi ng tubig.kasi I wanted to go home and be with my baby.

Ang dami kong natutunan with this experience na pag ang Diyos ang gumawa ng paraang upang tayo ay maparusahan isang pitik lang wala tayong magagawa magugunaw nya ang mundo ng ganun kabilis

Let us all reflect with this calamity situation that we've been through. Why all of this things happened to us?

My very first trip

I went to Singapore last November 24, 2008 for a seminar with my boss Ms. Besilda. It was all expense paid by one of our supplier. Supposedly, it was scheduled July 2008 but unfortunately I got miscarriage last June 2008 so it was moved November 24 to 28, 2008.


Our flight was scheduled November 24 at 6:35 in the morning flight # PR 503 terminal 2. We need to be there at least 2 hours before the flight. So we went to the airport at exactly 3 a.m. I was so excited then, because it was my first time to ride an airplane. After we checked in our luggage we went to the waiting area and then I saw a jumbo airplane. Then I told ma’am bessie “wow äng laki pala ng eroplano sa personal” hahahaha....Really the plane that I saw was very huge.
Then the moment came I am now sitting on an airplane, mixed emotions nervous, excited, everything came in. When the airplane starts to fly grabe ganun pala ang feeling it’s like you are riding on a roller coaster so nakakalula. sobra talaga. Hay naku.
And then after 3 hours of flight we are now in Singapore. This country is so clean. I can say that Cleanliness is the best description for Singapore. But it looks like Makati, a lot of buildings, busy people and shopping malls. On my 2nd day of stay in Singapore I felt the boredom and the loneliness, and then told to myself ganito pala ang feeling ng homesick. That time I wanted to go back in the Philippines parang ayus na na nakasakay ako ng airplane and makatapak sa Singapore. But I need to finish the 3 days seminar.

Night before November 28 last day at Singapore I rushed to the mall and buy chocolates and t-shirt for my family and then I realized I still love the Philippines though a lot of garbage, alikabok, traffic and not so good na daan. Feels great when you’re at home.
When I go back to the hotel the excitement I felt on my first day in Singapore is the same feeling I felt while I was packing my things. I was thinking then “Kung pwede lang magmagic para mas mabilis akong makarating ng bahay I’ll do it.”


November 28, I woke up at exactly 7 a.m. I took a shower and make sure that all my things are packed. Sa sobrang excitement ang aga naming nakagayak. So we took some picture para may remembrance naman. At 11 a.m. our service arrived, so we get into the car as fast as we can kasi nga excited umuwi.hahahaha. So when we arrived at Changgi Airport we do the usual check in our luggage medyo kabado pa kasi baka ma over baggage. Buti naman at hindi. We took again some picture because di ko dapat palampasin ang ganda ng Changgi airport. Then at last we are now ready for take-off at exactly 1.30 p.m. Philippine airlines always late kasi 1 p.m. is our flight. 3 hours after here we are preparing to land. Siguro 30 minutes kaming paikot-ikot sa ere di kami maka landing. I’m wondering “why?” Yun pala 3 airplane sabay-sabay dumating. When the plane landed I felt the excitement of going home. I miss my baby, my husband and my mother I miss my family. It was fun going to other country for a trip but nothing can compare if you are with your family.




I will treasure this unforgettable trip. It was fun and very memorable trip for me because it might be my first and last seminar. I had fun na makasama ko for 5 days ang manager ko. 1 week after the trip she was transferred to other department. And two weeks after (December 16) my husband went to Canada.