Bestfriend

Sometimes falling in love with someone is not a vice versa feeling. May mga pagkakataon na nagbibigay tayo ng pagmamahal sa isang tao pero in reality kahit kelan hindi magiging kayo. Dahil isang tao lang ang nagmamahal, dahil ang kaya nya lang ibigay sa 'yo is just friendship. Masakit kaya lang talagang ganun. Maybe you're not meant to be. Maybe mas bagay lang talaga kayo bilang magkaibigan lang. Siguro lang din minsan pinahihirapan lang natin ang sarili natin dahil ang totoo namimis interpret lang natin ang feelings natin sa isang tao...Actually I had a friend in college na talagang bestfriends ang turingan nila. Sabihan ng problema, kabiguan sa buhay, etc..etc..Kaya lang dumating sila sa point na ewan ko ba. Friends lang ba talaga. Siguro nga kasi di naman naging sila. Misinterpretation lang ng feelings kasi masyado na silang naging close pero that's it. Friendship lang talaga.

"Don't nurture the feelings" yun ang sabi ng iba. Cause if you continously nurture it patuloy at patuloy mo lang na sasaktan at papahirapan ang sarili mo. How can you love someone or give yourself to someone if he is not willing to give a special love for you in return? You continously hurting yourself. Don't waste your emotion to someone who is not willing to love you.

Together

After Ne-yo's "Miss Independent" here comes "Together" this is one of Ne-yo's great song. The Beat was so cool and I really love the message.Can't help but falling in love with this song.


Together by: Neyo

Ohhh .... Ohhh ...
Yeah Yeah Ohhh .... Yeahh

Since the day that we met girl
I aint never had anyone make me feel this way
And my heart is sure it wants to be with you
Wanna give you the whole world oh
If you make the promise to me, You're gonna stay
Without you guiding me, I'm lost and so confused

What will it take to show you I'll be by your side
Girl I got you and I want to give you what you never had
Girl everyday I hope to make you part of my life
Cause you know me and I know you girl your love is where it's at

ohhh...

I'm gonna be the love that's gonna last
And be the one that got your back
Ain't nothing ever that bad that we won't be together
And though we both made our mistakes
And some we never wish we made
But we'll be okay if we just stay together

Oooh..

I know he left you stranded
And you paid the price when you messed up your life oh
girl I know you're so afraid
But I can't right the wrongs he did
I know you saw the lipstick on my window
And wonder'n how many chick's been to my home
I've done my share of playing games
But for you I given up that life

What will it take to show you I'll be by your side
Girl I got you and I want to give you what you never had
Girl everyday I hope to make you a part of my life
Cause you know me and I know you
Girl your love is where it's at

ohhh...

I'm gonna be the love that's gonna last
And be the one that got your back
Ain't nothing ever that bad that we won't be together
And though we both made our mistakes
And some we never wish we made
But we'll be okay if we just stay together

Baby you're the one I've waited for
Because you gave me what I need and more
Girl Its clear that we are meant to be
Together, We should be together ....
Eternally

Ohhh...

Girl I'm gonna be
I'm gonna be the love that's gonna last
And be the one that got your back (The one that got your back)
Ain't nothing ever that bad that we won't be together
And though we both made our mistakes
And some we never wish we made (never wish we made)
But we'll be okay if we just stay together(just stay with me)

(Everything Gonna Be Alright)
I'm gonna be the love that's gonna last
And be the one that got your back
Ain't nothing ever that bad that we won't be together
And though we both made our mistakes
And some we never wish we made
But we'll be okay if we just stay together

Caleruega with typhoon Ondoy

One month ago I got a memo that we will be having a retreat/ seminar "Pathway to Interdependence" at Caleruega, Nasugbu , Batangas Sept. 25 - 26. I was thinking then kung sasama nga ako or not. But my subordinates and my friends told me to go. There is nothing to lose naman daw and pwedeng makagain din ako..So I decided to go..One day before the retreat I should be preparing my things kaya lang sobrang tinatamad akong sumama.Instead of packing my things, I'm thinking of the best reason to back out.Kaya lang ganun din kasi isasama din nila ako sa 2nd batch.Eh better on the 1st batch kasi atleast medyo mas ok ang kasama ko sa 1st batch.Nakakatawa pa we had our meting at board room 11 am.Ang nakakatuwa nakalimutan ko.sinundo pa ako ni tita Myna sa canteen just to attend the meeting.Kakahiya tuloy

Our assembly time was 5am but ang unfortunately Rain slept at 12am. Di ko maayus yung things ko kasi makikita ni Rain, baka lalong hindi matulog so I woke up at 3:30am cause I still need to fix my things.So 3 1/2 hrs lang ang tulog ko.I packed all the stuff and take a bath so nagmadali ako to meet the assembly time.Medyo late because nakarating ako sa pascual at 5:10am.May mga na late din so nakaalis kami at 5:50am. Masaya din on the way to Batangas.Di din ako nakatulog kasi nagkwentuhan kami ni Naneth the whole trip.Nag stop over kami sa shell sa may SLEX to ate our breakfast. So para maiba naman nag breakfast kami sa jolibee hahaha the usual longganiza ang friedrice plus hot choco.After the breakfast takbo na ulit to batangas.When we get there (Caleruega), napaka ganda ng place very peaceful, relaxing, napakaganda talaga.We had fun taking pictures over and over and over....After we ate our lunch at 1:30 nagsimula na yung retreat namin. Very interesting and I gained a lot on it. I gained friends and I gained knowledge

During our retreat ma ulan na.nag co cover na lang kami ng jacket kasi ala kaming payong.Nung madaling araw maybe at 2am lumakas pa syang lalo as if wala na talagang paghinto hanggang umaga, hanggang habang nag retreat kami on our 2nd day.Maririrnig mo yung sipol ng hangin hampas ng hangin at ulan na napakalakas.Di din naman namin expected na grabe ang magiging resulta ng Bagyong Ondoy na ito.Kaya't nagbaka sakali pa din kami na umuwi ng bulacan 2pm when we left the place. Sobrang lakas na ng ulan noon to think na nasa upper place pa kami kasi ang Caleruega eh bundok.Habang daan sobrang natatakot ako kasi ang taas namin tapos sobrang lakas ng hangin pupwedeng matangay kami ng napakalakas na hangin shoot kami agad sa bangin, so they desided na yung 2 van na dala dala namin eh wag ng mag iwanan.At 5pm we were at Alabang dun na nagstart ang napakatagal na adventure namin.Ilang oras din kaming nastranded sa kahabaan ng Alabang, Paranaque hanggang sa makarating kami sa taguig at 11 pm dun kami nag dinner at dapan dun na din sana kami magpapalipas ng gabi we left the place at 12:30am dapat sana pupunta kami sa head office ng pascual sa may edsa kaya lang madami din kasi sa aming kasamahan ang sobrang nasalanta ng bagyo tulad ni sir joel na nalubog ang bahay sa baha at tanging bubong na lang ang nakita, si sir bong na nalubog din sa baha ang kanyang sasakyan at tanging bubong na lang din ang kita at si mam bessie na hanggang leeg ang baha sa kanila 2 sasakyan nya ang nalubog sa baha maging ang kanyang mga kasangkapan.Kayat nagdeside na makipagsapalaran na papuntang bulacan.pagmulat ng aking mata nasa balintawak na kami sabi sa toll gate hanggang marilao lang daw ang mga sasakyan sinuuong namin iyon at nakarating kami ng marilao at 3:00am from 3:00am nahintay na kami kung kelan pwede nang daanan ang lugar we left the place at 6:00am until we reached tabang exit at 8:00am.Pagdating namin ng tuktukan at around 8:30am we noticed that most of the vehicles stop and lahat din ay umiikot pabalik so namroblema na naman ako pano ako makakauwi sa bahay kasi yung tubig sa south super market ay hanggang sa bewang and sa bayan daw ng balagtas hanggang dibdib.hay naku sobra-sobra na 'tong adventure na nangyari sa akin.Nkauwi ako sa bahay at 10:00am I walked from tuktukan to our house na ang baha eh hanggang bewang without noticing yung dumi ng tubig.kasi I wanted to go home and be with my baby.

Ang dami kong natutunan with this experience na pag ang Diyos ang gumawa ng paraang upang tayo ay maparusahan isang pitik lang wala tayong magagawa magugunaw nya ang mundo ng ganun kabilis

Let us all reflect with this calamity situation that we've been through. Why all of this things happened to us?

My very first trip

I went to Singapore last November 24, 2008 for a seminar with my boss Ms. Besilda. It was all expense paid by one of our supplier. Supposedly, it was scheduled July 2008 but unfortunately I got miscarriage last June 2008 so it was moved November 24 to 28, 2008.


Our flight was scheduled November 24 at 6:35 in the morning flight # PR 503 terminal 2. We need to be there at least 2 hours before the flight. So we went to the airport at exactly 3 a.m. I was so excited then, because it was my first time to ride an airplane. After we checked in our luggage we went to the waiting area and then I saw a jumbo airplane. Then I told ma’am bessie “wow äng laki pala ng eroplano sa personal” hahahaha....Really the plane that I saw was very huge.
Then the moment came I am now sitting on an airplane, mixed emotions nervous, excited, everything came in. When the airplane starts to fly grabe ganun pala ang feeling it’s like you are riding on a roller coaster so nakakalula. sobra talaga. Hay naku.
And then after 3 hours of flight we are now in Singapore. This country is so clean. I can say that Cleanliness is the best description for Singapore. But it looks like Makati, a lot of buildings, busy people and shopping malls. On my 2nd day of stay in Singapore I felt the boredom and the loneliness, and then told to myself ganito pala ang feeling ng homesick. That time I wanted to go back in the Philippines parang ayus na na nakasakay ako ng airplane and makatapak sa Singapore. But I need to finish the 3 days seminar.

Night before November 28 last day at Singapore I rushed to the mall and buy chocolates and t-shirt for my family and then I realized I still love the Philippines though a lot of garbage, alikabok, traffic and not so good na daan. Feels great when you’re at home.
When I go back to the hotel the excitement I felt on my first day in Singapore is the same feeling I felt while I was packing my things. I was thinking then “Kung pwede lang magmagic para mas mabilis akong makarating ng bahay I’ll do it.”


November 28, I woke up at exactly 7 a.m. I took a shower and make sure that all my things are packed. Sa sobrang excitement ang aga naming nakagayak. So we took some picture para may remembrance naman. At 11 a.m. our service arrived, so we get into the car as fast as we can kasi nga excited umuwi.hahahaha. So when we arrived at Changgi Airport we do the usual check in our luggage medyo kabado pa kasi baka ma over baggage. Buti naman at hindi. We took again some picture because di ko dapat palampasin ang ganda ng Changgi airport. Then at last we are now ready for take-off at exactly 1.30 p.m. Philippine airlines always late kasi 1 p.m. is our flight. 3 hours after here we are preparing to land. Siguro 30 minutes kaming paikot-ikot sa ere di kami maka landing. I’m wondering “why?” Yun pala 3 airplane sabay-sabay dumating. When the plane landed I felt the excitement of going home. I miss my baby, my husband and my mother I miss my family. It was fun going to other country for a trip but nothing can compare if you are with your family.




I will treasure this unforgettable trip. It was fun and very memorable trip for me because it might be my first and last seminar. I had fun na makasama ko for 5 days ang manager ko. 1 week after the trip she was transferred to other department. And two weeks after (December 16) my husband went to Canada.

two words

When i first heard this song sobrang nainlove ako.parang lagi kong iniisip yung time that i was walking down the isle.i'm so much inlove with my soon to be husband...At habang pinapakinggan ko sya as usual ang iyaking lola mo eh napapaluha.Maybe because until now the intense feeling of being inlove with my husband 8 years ago is the same feelings i have for him right now.hays....It just proves that when you meet your destiny, you'll fall in love with the same person over and over.Misunderstanding may come your way, but after a while, you'll sit back and look at his eyes and still feel the love you have for him, more so in a lovers quarrel that makes your love more intense after.



two words

In a while, in a word,
Every moment now returns.
For a while, seen or heard,
How each memory softly burns.
Facing you who brings me new tomorrows,
I thank God for yesterdays,
How they led me to this very hour,
How they led me to this place...

Every touch, every smile,
You have given me in care.
Keep in heart, always I'll,
Now be treasuring everywhere.
And if life should come to just one question,
Do I hold this moment true?
No trace of sadness,
Always with gladness...
'I DO...'

(instrumental)


Now a song that speaks of now and ever,
Beckons me to someone new,
Unexpected, unexplored, unseen,
Filled with promise coming through.

In a while, in a word,
You and I forever change,
Love so clear, never blurred,
Has me feeling wondrous, strange,
And if life should come to just one question,
Do I face each moment true?
No trace of sadness, always with gladness,
'I DO...'

Never with sadness...
Always with gladness...
'I...DO....'

Tropang lagalag

Di maalis sa isip ko ang despedidang ginawa namin para kay neil kanina lang. Nakakalungkot kasi mababawasan na naman ang tropang lagalag. 8 mos. ago dalawa sa tropa namin ang nabawas, si Bart na nagpunta ng canada para marating ang mga pangarap namin sa buhay at si dave na pumunta naman ng quatar. Malungkot kasi ngayon si neil naman ang aalis. Wala na kaming lalaki na natitira sa grupo tanging si Ras na lang. hays...

Nagsimula ang aming pagkakaibigan ng magkasama sama kami bilang magkakatrabaho sa Q.C. Inspection Section sa pamumuno ni Sir Ruben. Marami na rin kaming napagdaanan sa apat na taon naming pagsasama bilang magkatrabaho, magkukumare at magkakaibigan. May lungkot, luha, saya at tawanan. Sabi nga di kayang buwagin ang samahan ng original q.c. inspectors. 3 section na din ang aking nalipatan pero eto pa din kami at magkakasama. Minsan di maiiwasan na magkainisan dahil sa trabaho pero dahil sa kilala na namin ang bawat isa eto pa din kami matatag na magkakasama. Di kami perpektong magkakaibigan dahil tulad din ng mga ibang samahan marami na rin kaming napagdaanan na samaan ng loob at kagalitan. Pero di namin hinayaan na masira ito ng panahon. Napakasaya kung babalikan natin ang mga memories ng aming samahan.No dull moments ika nga. Pag di ka nakasama sa grupo malungkot, kulang....

Ngunit di natin mapipigil na dumating ang ganitong pagkakataon na minsan isang araw isa-isa na ring aalis para sa kinabukasan ng pamilya. Kung ating iisipin tama lang diba greener pasture naman ang pupuntahan. Pero bakit di maalis ang lungkot sa puso, ang bigat ng damdamin, ang luha na kahit anong pigil mo ay patuloy ang pagpatak. Ilang kaibigan ko na din ang dumating at umalis pero parehas lang ang intensity ng feeling, MASAKIT...MALUNGKOT...Naalala ko pa na umalis ang aking asawa papuntang canada, sabi ko noon matagal na naming pangarap 'to. Matagal na naming plano 'to. Pero sa pagkakataong ýon ang naiisip ko di baleng walang pera basta magkakasama...Di baleng mahirap ang buhay basta tulong-tulong sa paglutas ng lahat ng pangangailan...Kaya lang kailangan talaga.

Tulad ni Neil alam kong plano nya 'to matagal na. Gagawin nya 'to para sa kanyang magulang, pamangkin na umaasa sa kanya. He needs to grow thats why Neil decided to go to another place.

Kaya bilang kaibigan ni neil suportahan nalang kita kahit saan ka man mapunta.I love you Neil...Goodluck.