Lucky to have my Man

Napakahirap talagang gumawa ng blog para sa isang taong mahalaga sa ýo. Kung ano ang isusulat ko dito hanggang ngayon di ko pa din alam kung pano sisimulan.Kung gano ko kamahal at kung bakit ko minahal ay sobrang hirap i-express para sa kin. Kung minsan mapapaisip ako bakit ko nga ba sya minahal .....I can't find an exact word to describe why do i love him. Basta ang alam ko mahal ko sya di ko sya kayang mawala sa buhay ko. So cheezy but true. Sa sobrang dami ng pinag daanan namin, sobrang daming trials na nakapagpatatag sa aming dalawa. Na kahit pa magkalayo kami alam kong walang makapaghihiwalay sa amin.

Sobrang swerte ko at dumating sya sa buhay ko...Na alam kong kahit na ano kaya nyang gawin para aming mag-ina....Napakarami kong pagkukulang sa tao na 'to pero kahit kelan di naging big deal.Kahit kelan di nya ako pinaghanapan. Kung meron mang isang tao na masasabi kong bestfriend ko, sya yun. Maaasahan ko sa lahat ng pagkakataon, sa lahat ng oras, sabi nga ng isang kaibigan ang sarap ng feeling pag natagpuan mo na ang tao na bubuo ng buhay mo "MASAYA".Sya lang ang taong nakakapagpakalma sa 'kin, ang taong nakakapagpasunod sa matigas kong ulo, ang taong nakapagpapasunod sa makulit kong isip, ang taong pagnakita ko at tinitigan ako tumitiklop ako.hahaha...

Ang halaga ng isang tao ay makikita mo lang pag nalayo na sya sa ýo. Ramdam na ramdam mo ang pag iisa. Pero kahit pa malayo para pa rin syang laging nasa tabi ko dahil kahit kelan di nya pinadama na magkalayo kami. Lagi pa rin syang nandyan para supostahan ako...There are times that I almost give up sa mga problema, sa trabaho, sa lahat.... sya lang ang kaisa isang tao na nakakapagpakalma sa akin.Na nagbibigay sa akin ng lakas ng loob na harapin ang lahat ng bagay Mag-isa. Sya yung taong laging nandyan para patatagin ang isang Chiharo.Sya yung taong laging handang itayo ako.... God I miss him so much.

Sa ngayon isa lang ang nasa isip ko ang magkasama-sama kaming tatlo at sama-samang buuin ang matagal na naming mga pangarap sa buhay.

Close Insomnia

Remixing a song is quite hard because the beat of the 1st song should fit the beat of the 2nd song. But in this case closer and insomnia fits together, such a nice remix. And I love it because both are my favourite song.

closer and Insomnia together

Princess Hours

Isa ito sa mga Teleserye ng kapamilya na sobra kong inabangan. Gabi-gabi akong napupuyat masundan ko lang ang next Chapter na halos pumikit na ang mga mata ko sa panonood pero pilit ko pa ding pinaglalabanan ang antok dahil ayokong may mamissed ako na scene. At dahil sa kaadikan ko sa teleserye na 'to bumili pa ako ng DVD para lang mapanood ko sya ng deretso. Syempre ang salita nila dito eh Korean Language so kailangan ko pang magbasa ng translation para lang maintindihan ko ang storya. 24 chapters ang total nitong teleserye na 'to and 1 hour per chapter so total of 24 hours na tinapos ko for 2 days....Di ko din maintindihan kung bakit ako sobrang naadik dito sa Princess Hours siguro lang dahil na din sa magandang chemistry ni Janelle at Gian sa story. Kinikilig din ako sa bawat scene nilang dalawa..Ay naku I really love this at feeling ko kaya ko syang ulit ulitin ng panood ng hindi ako magsasawa.




Set in an alternate 21st-century reality where Korea possesses a royal family, this show revolves around the lives of the Crown Prince (Wangsaeja) Lee Shin, and his new bride, Chae-kyeong. The depicted royal family in the show is modelled after the last royal family of Korea, which in reality reigned until the start of the Japanese Occupation in 1911 and was not reinstated after Japanese surrender in WW2. The series starts off with the news that the King, Shin's father, is very ill. With the grim outlook on the King's health, the royal family scrambles to find a wife for Shin, so as to allow him to take over the royal throne if the situation requires. Despite being in love with another girl, the ambitious and talented ballerina Hyo-rin whom Shin initially proposed to (she rejects him to pursue her ballet dreams), Shin eventually marries a commoner to whom he was betrothed by his late grandfather in an old agreement with the girl's grandfather. Shin marries the headstrong yet lovable Chae-kyeong after Hyo-rin's rejection. Despite initially feeling nothing for Chae-kyeong, love eventually blossoms between the couple. In the meantime, however, matters are further complicated with the return of Lee Yul and his mother Lady Hwa-Young, who was once the Crown Princess (Bingoong) before the death of her husband, the late Crown Prince, older brother of the current King. Yul and his mother were chased out of the palace some time after the death of his father, and it is later revealed that this was due to the King's discovery of an affair between Yul's mother and the current King who was his father's younger brother. Yul's mother had returned with a sinister motive in mind; to restore her son back to the throne, which would have been his eventually, if his father had not died. A series of events befall the palace with the schemes Yul's mother carries out, and is further intensified by the various scandals involving the royal family, which are inclusive of the Shin's continuing relationship with his old flame Hyo-rin, and the budding love Yul develops for Chae-kyeong, his cousin's new-found bride. Shin and Chae-kyeong get married once more in a Catholic church in Macau (since they haven't married for love yet), and it is strongly implied that Chae-kyeong is pregnant at the end of the series since she supposedly threw up.

Quick Screen Capture

One of my friend intoduce to me this application (Quick Screen Capture). I got interested because of it's features. It's like paint in windows application a usual photo editing but the difference is that you can capture photos in your screen. Quick Screen Capture is such a powerful screen capture and image editing utility. It allows you to take screenshots from any part of your screen in more than 10 ways, and save images in BMP/JPG/GIF formats. Supports hotkey, auto-saving, clipboard. You can edit the screenshot by drawing shapes, arrows, text, filling color, cropping, resizing and so on. It is easy to use and user friendly!

!Quick Screen Capture can capture any part of your screen in 10 ways. They are:
Capture Full Screen
Capture Active Window
Capture Active Window Client Area
Capture Button, Control, Object
Capture Region- Rectangle Area- Square Area- Ellipse Area- Circle Area- Polygon Area
Capture DirectX Screen

How to start a capture - using hotkey
At any time, even when the main window is not active or visible, you can press the hotkey to start a capture. The program's default hotkey is "F11". But the system hotkey may be used by other program, and you will see a "Register hotkey error" popup. Then you can set up your own hotkey which hasn't been used.
To set your own hotkey, firstly open the "Configure" dialog (Setting-> Configure...); Then set focus to the hotkey edit box (this means to click on the edit box and show the cursor in it); And press down the keys you want to set as hotkey. Click "OK" button to enable the setting. If you still see a "Register hotkey error" popup, you can set it again until the popup doesn't appear.

my desktop

mom & rain at chat room

my cafe @ cafe world

while chatting with my friend who thought me of these application

Facebook

Bart's Cafe @ cafe world

while chatting with my hubby

Facebook Addict Disorder

MANILA - Facebook users beware. Psychologists are now probing a new kind of addiction called Facebook Addiction Disorder (FAD).
Psychologist Dr. Michael Fenichel, who has published numerous writings on FAD online, describes it as a situation in which Facebook usage "overtakes" daily activities like waking up, getting dressed, using the telephone, or checking e-mail.
"The amazing thing is that, like cellphones, nobody seems to notice the vast amount of time and energy - at work, at home, and now while on the move - people are devoting to Facebook. It has become a given," Fenichel writes in an online post titled "Facebook Addiction Disorder- A New Challenge?"
FAD could be classified under the more broad "internet addiction disorder" or internet overuse.
Academic papers have already posed theories on internet addiction and social networking addiction, and even less, cellphone addiction.
"Like most activities, moderation and integration are key. Those that may seriously label and treat FAD as a behavioral addiction will clearly need to use context in determining if a behavior has become demonstrably harmful to overall social, work, or face-to-face interpersonal efficacy," Fenichel added.
You are a Facebook addict if...
According to Joanna Lipari, a clinical psychologist at the University of California, Los Angeles who was interviewed for a CNN report, here are some signs that you are addicted to Facebook:
1. You lose sleep over Facebook. When using Facebook becomes a compulsion and you spend entire nights logged on to the site, causing you to become tired the next day.
2. You spend more than an hour a day on Facebook. Lipari said it is difficult to define how much is too much when it comes to Facebook usage, but that an average person need only spend half an hour on the site.
3. You become obsessed with old loves or exes you reconnect with on Facebook.
4. You ignore work in favor of Facebook. This means you do not do your job in order to sneak time on Facebook.
5. The thought of getting off Facebook leaves you in cold sweat. If you try going a day without Facebook and it causes you stress and anxiety, this means you need help.
According to the same report by Elizabeth Cohen, Senior CNN Medical Correspondent, Facebook addiction is not yet an actual medical diagnosis.
However, the report notes that several therapists in the United States have noticed a rise in the number of clients who get hooked on social networking, to the point of social dysfunction.
Facebook fun
Facebook, launched by the world's youngest billionaire Mark Zuckerberg, has over 300 million users worldwide, half of whom log on to the site every day.
Further, about 2 billion photos and 14 million videos are uploaded on various Facebook pages a month and about 6 billion minutes are spent on Facebook a day, worldwide.
According to Willis Wee, founder of the social media and marketing blog Penn-Olson.com, this is twice as much time that people spend on Google.
The global social networking website allows users to post and share content (like photos, links, videos, and notes), play casual games and applications, and interact with friends and family through messaging and chat. abs-cbnNEWS.com. With reports from CNN.com.

Rules of Attraction

Rules of Attraction:

1. Proximity - Kung sinong mas malapit dun ka posibleng mainlove, eg. classmate, friend.

2. Similarity - When you share common interests mas marami kayong pwedeng pag - usapan.

3. Physical Attraction - Syempre dun sa maganda/ gwapo ka maattract!

4. Reciprocity - more likely than not, dun ka magkakagusto sa taong alam mo nang in love sa ýo to avoid rejection.

Letting go

Ang hirap i-express ng nararamdaman ko ngayon. Blanko ang isip ko pero para bang napakabigat ng puso ko. Naka ilang bura na din ako dito sa sinusulat ko na ito dahil walang lumalabas na salita kung ano ba talaga ang tunay kong nararamdaman. Sa ngayon gulong-gulo ang isip ko di ko din alam kung pano susulusyonan ang mga bagay-bagay. This past few days napakaraming problema na dumating sa akin na di karaniwan sa mga nangyari sa akin noon.

Minsan akala natin kaya na nating solusyonan lahat kasi sa dami ba naman ng pinagdaanan ko sa buhay feeling ko na lahat kaya ko na.Pero bakit pag dating na sa may mawawala at kailangan nyong maghiway napakahirap.

Kung bakit ba naman kasi kailangan pang may nawawala, bakit kailangan may nagpapaalam, bakit minsan kung sino pa yung tao na nasa puso mo unti-unting nawawala isa-isa.

Bakit minsan kailangang mag isa.

I will miss you both and promise to be there for you hanggat kaya ko.

I will always be your "ATE CHI"

Photoshop

Photoshop by: Sherwin Calalang